Tuesday, March 30, 2010

From back then to here and now...



I received a text the other day with a couple of photos from the pastor of the church I grew up in. Apparently, one of the seasoned saints in the flock had found a couple of pics of me and some friends playing music in a "band" for some church event outside in the parking lot. This was 1973 and I was 10 years old... that's right, playing in a band in 4th grade (I think we called ourselves The Halos). There were 6 of us all together and 3 of us played acoustic guitar and all of us sang . We did some songs of the day ( I think some Larry Norman and stuff like that) including "Band On The Run" and "Pieces Of April". That's right, doing secular hits of the day in the church parking lot. That probably explains why we were in the parking lot to begin with. That was a pretty radical concept for the times. Anyway, I was the youngest of the bunch and when I saw these pictures, aside from picking up what was left of my jaw hitting the floor, it struck me that this experience from years ago has been part of this long path that has me where I am now, almost 40 years later. This whole thing started with me picking up a guitar at age 7 after watching my brother in law, Bob, playing and singing with my sister. I would just watch his hands and what he was doing and after he left, I would pick up the old beater guitar my Dad had and never played, and simply imitate what he was doing. The funny thing was that it came so easy for me and within a year or so, I was astounding my family by being able to play the chords and sing to almost any record my sisters had or what was on the radio at the time. This is at 8 years old. When I was 9, my folks stepped up and bought me a "new" acoustic guitar. This one played way better and sounded way better and I thought I was ready for the big time. This is the guitar in the pictures below. This same guitar I still have and I actually use it from time to time for a "lo fi" sounding acoustic on the records I produce. I never would have imagined it when I was standing there in that parking lot when someone snapped these photos. When I started playing at the age of 7, I have often wondered what the motivation was. It certainly wasn't picking up girls or being a rock star at that point (although it certainly became that in later years, but God was gracious). When I look at this, I pretty much think it came down to the providence of God and part of His plan for my life, seeing as He knows from end to end. When I look at this guitar and this young boy in the pic, I think of where He has led me. I ended up with nice guitars and big loud amps, perfect for any rock star experience. I have played in front of thousands of folks, everything from stadiums to cruise ships, from clubs to MTV, from county to country, and outdoors in parking lots... He brought me the most beautiful wife I could ever want, who in spite of settling for me as a poor mans substitute for Peter Frampton, has loved and stood with me and my guitar. God gave me 3 beautiful daughters, all who love music and Him. He gave me 2 amazing guitar playing son-in-laws, who care for my daughters and my children's children. I never would have dreamed it on this sunny day in the parking lot, but then again, the lesson for me in all of this is I can't underestimate what God has in store next. Maybe we'll all get together as a family and do a parking lot show...

Friday, January 22, 2010

the goal is to never stop...

In the past few weeks, life has been in one of those seasons of trial by fire. I won't bore you with the details but it always surprises me that as I get older things don't get easier in life... it's pretty much the opposite. I am one of those people that like to try to fix things for everybody else and leave the broken stuff for me to deal with. What makes it more frustrating is when I can't fix things in life for others and I internalize the supposed "grief" of others when they are left to their own devices. It has repercussions in many ways for me...

Since I know this is a ridiculous way to think in life, I am trying to "let go and let God" for lack of a better statement. Even as crazy as life gets for myself or those I love, I believe that I will see things "fixed" if I can keep my resolve to:

1) never stop being in God's Word. I am always amazed at how life changes when I flood my thoughts and spirit with the Bible...

2) never stop praying for things to be "fixed", including myself. It's so easy for me to get impatient or think God has more important things to deal with, so I try to deal with it myself. It never works and I find I just get bogged down in life when I don't let Him take care of things.

3) never stop looking for His return. Look at the world and you have to know that it's (God's rapture of His children) much sooner than we think.

4) never stop trying to pursue holiness. I'm doing a study of the epistles of John and it is so powerful and true. As much as the modern church preaches grace, we still have to try to live life by the example of Jesus. Very hard to do, but the trying is what it is all about.

What does all this mean? I'm not sure even I know as I write this, but as Job spoke " I know who my Redeemer is and I will stand with Him on that day". Lord, let that day be sooner than later...